Blood Diamond

While I was in Paris I saw "Blood Diamond." It was a gripping, powerful movie but very disturbing. I guess I didn't realize how violent it was going to be but some parts of it definitely made me sick to my stomach. It wasn't just watching the scenes but it was thinking about the lives the people were forced to lead. I had a similar reaction to "Hotel Rwanda." Movies about such horrible, real life events often cause me to be overwhelmed by the evil in the world and then feel powerless to do anything about it. I suppose the point is to spur me on to make a difference in every small way I can (and I hope I will take that to heart) but at first it paralyzes me. Times of feeling totally helpless remind that I'm not in control and that praying is the biggest way I can try to make a difference in the world.

It also makes me realize how blessed my life is and reminds me to thank God for everything. When I start complaining about minor annoyances, being stressed at work, or not having any clothes I want to wear I really need to put it into perspective and be thankful. Thankful that I have a place to live, a loving family, great friends and that I don't live every day in fear. Thankful that I have a good job that provides me great opportunities and that I have food to eat. Thankful that I am saved by grace and have hope for the future.

I would recommend the movie but only if you know what you're getting yourself into. (If you want to stick with lighter fare that's fine, too.) At least when I strike it rich and start buying lots of diamonds I'll remember to make sure they aren't conflict diamonds.